About This Blog
I’ve been wanting to do this for awhile. Write about something that truly fascinates me but also something I cannot really talk about freely in real life. That is why I have made this blog completely anonymous. I’d probably die if someone I knew found this stuff out about me but I feel like I need to share it. I feel like there are possibly others like me out there that have the same fascination as I do, but because it is taboo cannot admit it.
I’m a 26 year old woman and for as long as I can remember I have had a fascination with smoking. Fascination is probably too light of a word to use- it is pretty much a down right fetish. In this blog, I plan to explore my fetish and what it means. Part of me wishes I did not have this fetish, that I could get rid of it. As of late, I have embraced my fetish, at least partially, as it seems to be here to stay. This blog is my outlet that I pour my feelings into. This is why I sometimes contradict myself, especially when it comes to my desire to smoke which fluctuates on a daily basis. I also started writing this because I felt pretty alone. While there are plenty of men that seem to identify with having a smoking fetish there seem to be fewer women. I hoped that this blog would make others, especially other women, feel less alone.
So if you stumble upon this blog in your internet searches and do not agree or are disgusted please move along. I’m well aware of how repulsive this could seem to someone, especially in this age of smoking bans. But if you come across this and are intrigued or otherwise relate please leave a comment!
Further- I take no responsibility for any actions people undertake as a result of what I write. Smoking is a dangerous habit with high potential for addiction and should you choose to smoke, you do so at your own risk.