I’m a 33 year old woman and for as long as I can remember I have had a fascination with smoking. Over the past 8 years, I’ve used this blog as an outlet for dealing with my fetish for smoking and my associated desire to smoke.

I’ve explored a variety of topics such as addiction, what my fetish means, where it originated, harm-reduction and fetish fiction.  

Over the past eight years, I have gone from abhoring my fetish to embracing it, at least partially, as it seems to be here to stay. This is why I sometimes contradict myself, especially when it comes to my desire to smoke which fluctuates on a daily basis. I also started writing this because I felt pretty alone. While there are plenty of men that seem to identify with having a smoking fetish there seem to be fewer women. I hoped that this blog would make others, especially other women, feel less alone. 

So if you stumble upon this blog in your internet searches and do not agree or are disgusted please move along. I’m well aware of how repulsive this could seem to someone, especially in this age of smoking bans. But if you come across this and are intrigued or otherwise relate please leave a comment!

Further- I take no responsibility for any actions people undertake as a result of what I write. Smoking is a dangerous habit with high potential for addiction and should you choose to smoke, you do so at your own risk.