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I’ve been wanting to do this for awhile. Write about something that truly fascinates me but also something I cannot really talk about freely in real life. That is why I have made this blog completely anonymous. I’d probably die if someone I knew found this stuff out about me but I feel like I need to share it. I feel like there are possibly others like me out there that have the same fascination as I do, but because it is taboo cannot admit it.

I’m a 26 year old woman and for as long as I can remember I have had a fascination with smoking. Fascination is probably too light of a word to use- it is pretty much a down right fetish. In this blog, I plan to explore my fetish and what it means. Part of me wishes I did not have this fetish, that I could get rid of it. As of late, I have embraced my fetish, at least partially, as it seems to be here to stay. This blog is my outlet that I pour my feelings into. This is why I sometimes contradict myself, especially when it comes to my desire to smoke which fluctuates on a daily basis. I also started writing this because I felt pretty alone. While there are plenty of men that seem to identify with having a smoking fetish there seem to be fewer women. I hoped that this blog would make others, especially other women, feel less alone. 

So if you stumble upon this blog in your internet searches and do not agree or are disgusted please move along. I’m well aware of how repulsive this could seem to someone, especially in this age of smoking bans. But if you come across this and are intrigued or otherwise relate please leave a comment!

Further- I take no responsibility for any actions people undertake as a result of what I write. Smoking is a dangerous habit with high potential for addiction and should you choose to smoke, you do so at your own risk. 

28 Comments leave one →
  1. fetishburden permalink
    December 5, 2008 3:23 pm

    Nice blog! Keep it up! We don’t choose our fetishes, we can only try to deal with them as best we can.

  2. sympathize permalink
    December 6, 2008 1:22 pm

    so weird, our feelings and experiences are near identical! I sympathize / enjoy with you!

  3. joe permalink
    December 8, 2008 8:05 pm

    Nice job.. I have the same feeling as you do…

  4. Eduardo permalink
    February 14, 2009 6:45 am

    so, today is your big day, isn’t it?
    i hope you can tell us how it was!

    good luck, and heave pleasure.

  5. Evanescence permalink
    April 10, 2009 8:29 pm

    Hi there,

    It’s good to hear about another woman with a smoking fetish, as the overwhelming majority of smoking fetishists seem to be men. I’m now 52, and I continue to smoke in the closet (and very occasionally with certain other people). I accept my fetish and would love to “come out” with my smoking, but simply cannot imagine smoking in front of my kids. So there you have it… an imperfect life, with imperfect solutions. This weekend my hubby and kids are away, so I’m enjoying some wine and cigarettes on my back porch.

    E.

    • April 18, 2009 7:33 pm

      Yes- women with the fetish do seem to be a minority. Thanks for commenting! I think I have accepted my fetish- but do not see myself “coming out” as a smoker any time soon.

      Does your husband know about your fetish or your smoking?

  6. May 2, 2009 3:04 am

    i didn’t even know this existed. i wouldn’t say i have a fetish. but i do love it. this intrigues me.

    • May 4, 2009 8:06 pm

      You should check out Vesperae’s message board if you are intrigued. It is for lovers of smoking with or without the fetish. The link is on the side- The Sublime Desire of Smoking Cigarettes.

      • heartchuu permalink
        May 4, 2009 8:22 pm

        awesome! thank you!

        -Rhonda Kincaid

  7. smokedawg permalink
    June 10, 2009 11:14 am

    Finally got a chance to check out your blog after you found mine. You have a lot of interesting insights and I wish your journey through this was easier for you. Myself, I don’t have much fascination with personally smoking; mostly I want the second-hand smoke from my wife. ;-) Though I occasionally think about taking up a periodic cigar habit.

    If you haven’t already done so, you might want to go check out the Smoking Fetish Kingdom forum at http://smokingfetishkingdom.com/. I joined it a month or two back, and although it’s a verynew forum, there are some women there who either have the fetish or who are sympathetic to it and supportive of those who have it.

    Sure, as with most places dealing with the smoking fetish, it’s mostly men, and sexual stuff is the focus, but you will find women there, you will find a pretty friendly bunch of folks overall I think…and there is even a small section devoted to pics of men smoking, if that’s something that interests you…

  8. June 23, 2009 12:48 am

    Just came across your blog on a link-back from my blog. Not sure if you were the linker or someone else, but figured I’d say hello. It looks like we are engaged in somewhat similar missions with our blogs, and I started reading yours.

  9. Andre permalink
    January 19, 2010 2:19 pm

    Interesting!
    I am a gay man who has always been attracted to pipe smokers…for as long as I can remember.
    I am a pipe smoker myself.

    There is a whole world out there of gay men who are also pipe smokers and whose pipe smoking fetish is a major part of their lives.

    Keep up the great work!

  10. retroroxy permalink
    February 14, 2010 3:07 pm

    You’ve got a great blog here – very thoughtfully done. I would like to put a link to your blog on mine, if you wouldn’t mind.

    Roxy

    http://retroroxy.wordpress.com

  11. brent permalink
    February 23, 2010 6:22 am

    love this post, I too have a smoking fetish for women smoking pipes only, currently single but have been able to enjoy in the past A woman enjoying a pipe is soo sexy and the aroma is great. if interested in chatting about my past experiences from male perspective i can be reached at bdwknight@hotmail.com

  12. March 26, 2010 1:06 pm

    You have a smoking blog and I enjoyed it,

    Laz

  13. George permalink
    April 4, 2011 12:51 pm

    I’ve been a closet smoker for about 10 years now and only smoke 4-5 cigs a day. I’ve thought of quitting now and then and I understand the health risks, but I figure with the minimum I smoke I’ll be fine. Everything in moderation right? Thing is, I love it and don’t want to stop. I’ve had this fetish since I was a kid….what got me started was seeing beautiful women smoking and to this day continue to be turned on by this. BTW, there are a lot of beautiful women smoking and I always enjoy watching them. Although prior to 10 years I would light up now and then, I really got into it when I started dating an exotic dancer. After a couple years we broke up but my smoking stayed. Can’t say I regret it though. My friends and family don’t know and I think they would just die if they found out.

  14. Milan permalink
    June 10, 2012 5:54 pm

    Wow I thought I was alone! I’m not a female but I feel you! I’ve had this for as long as i can remember. Even back in middleschool I would pretend to smoke candy cigs. Other kids would do it too but i would try to be as realistic as possible. Good times good times.

  15. ken permalink
    December 10, 2012 11:35 am

    I am a 45 year old male. Ever since I can remember I have had this fetish. As a small boy, I remember stealing cigarettes, and just the touch of them got me excited. I also am still in the closet. My wife knows I smoke, as she smokes when she drinks only.She does not know about the fetish side. I often find myself asking women for a light. I have a lighter that works fine. I just love the connection. One of my favorite smoking moments…I was smoking outside an airport, in MN. A very attractive brunette walked up to me and said ” hey, can I use your lighter?’ I handed it to her, she lit the tip, breathed in the smoke deep, and as handing me the lighter back, smoke still in her, said ” mmmmmmmm” I replied ” oh, yea, I know! ” she said ‘ I have 2 waiting for me over there. …she walked over there and handed her cigarette over to her 2 teen daughters.

  16. I'm not alone permalink
    May 3, 2013 4:56 am

    Wow, how I would love to tell someone else, talk to someone else who has this fetish. Mine consumes me and I think it’s because I cannot let it out. I know a lot of men have this fetish obviously because of all the porn sites. I cannot even share it with my wife. I have wondered so long if there are really women with this.

  17. January 27, 2014 10:28 am

    I applaud you, as I too am fascinated with smoking! Please check out the book I just published which is a full length study of cigarette smoking, and the joys it brings: http://waifette.com/cigarettiquette/

    • January 27, 2014 11:01 pm

      Oooh I’m totally interested… You don’t happen to have an e-reader version do you? If not, I’ll look into buying the book.

  18. lucas permalink
    April 1, 2014 5:35 am

    I think that there is a romantic history with smoking, at least in our times, also ancient history with smoking. We use this word fetish for something that almost seems latent within us only to be activated one day and enjoyed. Smoke rising by itself is a dance. When a beautiful person is behind it, it does make for art.

  19. Frisco permalink
    April 30, 2014 7:10 pm

    When reading the original story above, I wonder what today’s status is. Has the author ever tried her fantasy and lit up? Or is it still a fantasy? Reply appreciated.
    I do have a fetish, however it is very fragile, that means smoking much rather turns me off.

    • October 23, 2014 9:57 pm

      Just keep reading! I smoke occasionally (as occasionally as I update this blog). I no longer struggle with the fact that I desire to smoke, however I’ve decided not to smoke regularly.

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